CHECKMATE
PART I – THE SET-UP
Chapter 3
Through the
elegant yelling
Of this
compelling
dispute
Comes the
ghastly suspicion
My
opposition’s
a fruit.
It’s very sad
to see the
ancient and
distinguished
game
That used to
be
a model of
decorum
and
tranquility
Become like
any other sport,
A
battleground
for rival
ideologies
To slug it
out with glee.
Lyrics from “Quartet” from Chess by Benny
Anderson, Tim Rice and Björn Ulvaeus
* * *
“GET
UP, HARRY!” A very insistent voice kept
repeating that same nonsense over and over.
Harry
groaned. Ron.
“Hey,
c’mon! It’s getting late.”
Harry
moved slowly and managed to sit up. He
felt like hell. “Shut up, Ron,” he
murmured. “I’m coming.” He heard footsteps approach the side of his
bed and stop. Then someone pulled back
the bed hangings. Harry winced as the
bright winter sunlight came pouring in on him from the window next to his
bed. He squinted one eye open and looked
up at his tall red-haired roommate with a scowl.
Ron
whistled. “Geez, Harry,” he said in a
low voice. “You look awful. Are you sick?”
Harry
mutely shook his head. Not sick.
Ron
sat down on the corner of Harry’s bed.
“You didn’t have another one of those, er . . . You-Know-Who nightmares,
did you?” he whispered.
Harry
moaned silently. Oh, yes. That’s what it was – that’s what was wrong
with his world this morning. A
nightmare. The worst nightmare of his
life was waiting for him at breakfast.
He pulled back his blankets and dragged himself up. “No,” he sighed. “I’ll be all right, Ron. I just didn’t . . . sleep very well last
night.” There was no point in warning
Ron about what was about to happen. How
could he? He himself could scarcely
manage to think the words Draco Malfoy kissed me, much less say them out loud. And particularly not to Ron, who would
probably die of heart failure on the spot.
Well, thought Harry, then Ron may not live through breakfast
either.
He
and Ron met Hermione in the Gryffindor common room, and the three went down to
breakfast together. Ron and Hermione
walked ahead of Harry, hand in hand, admiring the twinkling Christmas lights
and decorations which were beginning to appear everywhere, but they had to
repeatedly stop and wait, because Harry seemed unable to keep up, and would
keep lagging behind. By the time they
reached the Great Hall, both of Harry’s friends were casting worried looks at
him. Harry kept his head down, eyes on
the floor, and ignored them. He wondered
if he would have to go around like that for the rest of the school year.
Harry
stopped for a moment just outside the doors of the Great Hall, steeling himself
before he went in. Then he followed Ron
and Hermione as they slowly made their way through the packed room to their
regular seats at the Gryffindor table.
He could hear the usual loud hum and buzz of voices and laughter, mixed
with the clink of silverware on dishes.
And that was all. He glanced up a
little and looked around. Nothing
happened. Then, “Hey, Harry,” called out
Seamus in greeting as he passed. “I
think you might have to cancel Quidditch practice this afternoon. I heard Trelawney’s predicting snow mixed
with danger and death!” The comment
elicited a chorus of giggles from several younger girls who were no doubt
taking Divination this term. But no one
laughed at Harry. No one paid any
attention to him.
He
sat down, and absently took a piece of toast and laid it on his plate. This was too weird. His eyes slid across the room to the
Slytherin table. Draco was there,
sitting calmly, most of his face hidden behind his copy of the Daily Prophet,
just as if nothing in the world extraordinary had happened. Without taking his eyes off Draco, Harry
dished up some scrambled eggs and put them on top of his toast. Then he took a spoonful of peaches in heavy
syrup and put them on top of the eggs.
“Harry,
what is wrong with you!” whispered Ron, nudging him in the ribs. “Look what you’re doing!”
Harry
pulled his gaze away from the Slytherin table and looked down at the runny mess
on his plate. Grimly he picked up his fork
and took a bite. “I happen to like
this,” he muttered to Ron, who was shaking his head. When Ron turned away to listen to something
Hermione was saying, Harry looked back over at
Draco. He was still reading the
paper. Belatedly he remembered that Malfoy
had told him that he had no intention of talking to anyone about last
night. Had he actually meant it? Bloody
hell. Had he worried himself sick
over nothing?
Harry
looked down, forced himself to eat a few more bites, then thoughtfully pushed the
remnants of the syrupy eggs and soggy toast around with his fork. He’d been so sure that Malfoy had kissed him
to make a fool of him, to ridicule his feelings, he
hadn’t really taken seriously anything the other boy had said. If Malfoy hadn’t meant to humiliate him
publicly, then just what the double
bloody hell had he meant by kissing him like that? Even now, he was much too upset by how that
kiss had made him feel, to think clearly.
Even now, he could still feel it. . . .
Harry
felt his face flush at the memory, and he glanced over at the Slytherin table
again. Draco was looking at him over the
top of his newspaper. For one second
their eyes connected across the room. A
shock like electricity surged through Harry.
But Draco calmly looked away, folded his paper on the table, got up, and
started making his way toward the doors.
Oh no, you don’t, thought
Harry as he grabbed his bookbag and jumped up from his seat.
“Harry!”
called Hermione. “Wait! Ron and I aren’t finished eating yet.”
“Uh,
sorry guys,” said Harry, backing away toward the doors, “– don’t hurry – I just
forgot something. I’ll meet you in the
hall – on the way to class.” And Harry
turned and took off after Draco, who had just disappeared into the main
entrance hall.
“Forgot
something?” snorted Ron. “I’ll say. His wits!”
* * *
Draco
came down to breakfast early, in spite of having had very little sleep. He was quite anxious to be in the Great Hall
before Harry. He wanted to watch Harry
walk in, wanted to hide behind his paper and see how Harry was reacting,
without allowing Harry to see him. He needed to talk to Harry, desperately
needed Harry to get involved in the chess game he had invented – his whole plan
centered around that one thing. And
Draco surmised that the best way to get Harry angry enough, confused enough,
and off-guard enough to agree to play with him, was to completely ignore
him. Harry had a habit of forcefully
confronting the things that bothered him, a habit Draco was counting on.
If
Harry was at all unsettled by that kiss, or, be-still-my-heart, had liked
it, Draco knew it would drive Harry crazy if he pretended it hadn’t
happened. Of course, the most likely
possibility, and Draco knew the odds would be heavy in favor of it, was that Harry
would have been horrified and repulsed, and would simply march into the Great
Hall and punch Draco in the face – in which case, Draco’s plan was so much
flaming toast.
Draco
glanced over at the Gryffindor table and then looked down at his watch. Harry was running late. If he didn’t come in soon, Draco wouldn’t
have time to talk to him before class.
But, just then, he saw Weasley and Granger come in. They stopped just inside the doors and turned
to look back out into the main hall. And
Draco had to hold his paper up higher to hide the grin, and the heat flush that
colored his face when, a few seconds later, Harry, obviously very reluctantly,
walked in. He looked like he hadn’t
slept at all, and like he expected the ceiling of the Great Hall itself to drop
on him. He was being adorable again,
completely pathetic, but so adorable.
And, Draco thought with an inner thrill,
if he’s this upset, he must have liked
that kiss.
Draco
invoked his characteristic outward calm, and pretended to read the Daily
Prophet. His plan was most definitely
underway. He watched Harry
surreptitiously over the top of his paper, and even though his eyes were not
visible from Harry’s point of view, Draco was able to see Harry quite
well. He saw Harry look over at him twice. He watched Harry poke miserably at the food
on his plate. Now, said Draco to himself. It’s game time. He lowered the paper a bit and waited for
Harry to look at him again. And then it
happened. Harry looked up, and their
eyes met, and lighting struck.
It
was only years of habit that allowed Draco to keep up the pretense of
composure, drop his eyes, fold his paper and walk calmly out of the room. But it worked. He saw Harry jump up, shake off Hermione, and
come after him, a look of grim determination on his face that Draco was only
too familiar with. It was the very same
look Harry got when they played Quidditch, when Harry spotted the Snitch. One big
difference though, thought Draco. Unlike that blasted Snitch, I happen to want
to be caught – of course, I don’t want him to know that – or not just yet
anyway.
When
Draco got out into the main hall, he set off walking fast past the main stairs
toward the corridor that led down to the Slytherin dungeons. He had to time it just right. If Harry caught up to him too close to the
main hall, they wouldn’t be able to talk privately, but on the other hand, he
doubted if Harry would follow him too far into Slytherin territory. They also didn’t have much time before
everyone else would be finished eating.
He looked back over his shoulder just in time to see Harry burst out of
the Great Hall and skid to a momentary stop in the entrance hall. He saw Harry spot him and launch himself in
pursuit.
“Malfoy!”
Draco
didn’t stop or turn to look back, but he grinned. If it was possible to strangle a word, Harry
had just done it to his name. Draco kept
on walking, ignoring Harry; he was almost where he wanted to be. It was like fencing, he thought, giving
ground to draw your opponent out after you, make him reckless, maybe
careless. He wanted Harry to be angry and reckless, off-balance. He heard pounding footsteps behind him,
heard, “Stop, dammit!” Draco stopped and
turned so suddenly, that Harry plowed right into him. Just as Draco had intended.
Draco
was anticipating the crash, so he was deftly able to catch Harry and keep them
both from falling over. He calmly held
on to Harry until he felt Harry get his balance, then took hold of his
shoulders and shoved him back hard, so that Harry took a couple of steps
backwards. Then he schooled his features
to that expression of disdainful indifference that he did so well. “You should watch where you’re going,
Potter,” he drawled. “If I’d been one of
the first years, I‘d be road kill right now.”
* * *
Harry
crashed into Draco and felt the other boy’s arms go around him, steady him,
then slide up to his shoulders. Like last night. He was completely unprepared when Draco
shoved him away. He stumbled back a
couple of steps, then looked up at Draco in confusion,
to see that oh-so-familiar-and-loathsome-expression-that-he-despised on Draco’s
face.
“You
should watch where you’re going, Potter,” Draco drawled. “If I’d been one of the first years, I‘d be
road kill right now.”
Harry
was suddenly furious. Furious and . . .
hurt. He took a step forward, back
toward Draco, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. “Stop
that!” he raged, enunciating each word, but still keeping his voice
down. “I’m not stupid. Everything you’ve done this morning was
perfectly calculated to make me come running out here after you – so you can
just cut that ‘not interested’ crap right now!”
And
to Harry’s amazement, Draco did. Within
the blink of an eye, the mask was gone.
In its place were warm gray eyes and an apologetic smile. “Sorry,” said Draco.
Harry
still frowned at him, though he was somewhat mollified by the change in
expression and the apology. “You got me
out here, Malfoy. Now you have some
explaining to do, and I’m expecting honesty.
You either be straight with me, or I walk away right now.”
Draco’s smile widened a bit. “Oh damn, Potter,” he said in a low, amused
voice, “being straight with you isn’t what I had in mind at all. But,”
he said, louder, “I do promise I’ll try to be honest with you.”
“Okay,
then,” said Harry slowly, uncertainly.
He had the unmistakable feeling that he had just missed something
important, but his attention was much too intent on one other very important
question for him to try to figure it out.
“I just want to know one thing, Malfoy,” he said, looking Draco straight
in the eyes. “What the hell did you do last night?”
“Hmm,”
said Draco, thoughtfully, returning the emerald gaze with perfect calm. “I seem to recall challenging you to a chess
game, Harry. I even made the first
move.” He arched one eyebrow up. “You haven’t told me if you’re going to
accept that challenge.”
Harry
felt his anger rising again. “That is
not what we’re talking about, and you know it.”
Draco
gave a short laugh. “Oh, yes it is. It’s exactly
what we’re talking about. Are you going
to play, or not?”
“And
why in the world would I want to play some weird ‘dare’ game with you?”
“Because
I won’t answer any questions unless
you do.”
God,
he was maddening. Harry had a sudden
urge to punch Draco in the nose.
“Don’t
. . . do . . . it,” said Draco, quietly, as if he could read Harry’s mind.
Harry
glared at Draco, and realized that his thoughts had probably been very clearly
written on his face. I should just walk away, he
thought. Walk away now, Harry. But he
couldn’t. Something wouldn’t let him let
go – he wanted an answer from that infuriating blond git. “Then explain it, Malfoy,” he said in an icy
voice. “I’m not playing unless I know
exactly what I’m getting into here.” He
paused and narrowed his eyes at Draco. “Are there any rules to this game of
yours?”
“There
are rules, Potter, but not many. Dare
Chess is really very simple.” Draco
glanced to the side over Harry’s shoulder.
A few students were starting to filter out of the Great Hall. He took hold of Harry’s arm and pulled him
over close to the wall where they would not be as visible. He continued in a lowered voice. “There are three main rules. The first rule is that for each move you make
on the chessboard, you must also make a move on your opponent. The move can be physical or rhetorical, but
it can’t be magical or material. In
other words, you can’t cast spells or take personal possessions. You can do something to your opponent, which is what I did last night, or you can tell something,
or ask a question. The only stipulation
is that whatever you do, tell, or ask has to be personal, private, or
intimate. Like a secret, or
something. And – ”
“Wait,”
said Harry, interrupting. “Do you mean,
if I play this game with you, I can ask you really private stuff?”
“Yes,”
said Draco.
“And
do you have to answer?”
“I
was just getting to that part, Potter.
Second rule, you can’t reveal anything that is said during the game to
anyone outside the game, and third, if you refuse your opponent’s move, then
you forfeit the game.”
“Then
what happens?” asked Harry. “What
happens when somebody wins?”
“Then
it’s winner take all – or nothing.
Winner’s choice.”
“All?”
said Harry, eyeing Draco suspiciously.
“What exactly are we talking about here?
Ha! I’m not sleeping with you,
Malfoy, if that’s what you mean.”
Draco
shrugged. “Then maybe you should just
stay out of the game, Potter. You know
what they say – if you can’t stand the heat, don’t step in the fire. Maybe this is just ‘too hot’ for you.”
Harry
snorted. “I have nothing to hide,
Malfoy. I think I can handle anything
you can dish.” Harry stopped talking as
a couple of Slytherin sixth year girls walked by. Both of them were eyeing Draco and
giggling. Lord, thought Harry, he’s
probably had girls all over this school.
Then Harry grinned, and looked back at Draco. “And I believe it’s my turn. . . . Pawn to D5,” said Harry. “Now answer this: How many girls have you ever slept with?”
Draco
made a slight choking sound, and raised both eyebrows. “Er, Harry – ”
“Just
answer the question, Malfoy. Or is that
too hot for you?”
Draco
shook his head, and then grinned mischievously back at Harry. “Okay, give me a minute. It might take me a while to count them
all.” He looked up in the air over
Harry’s head. “Let’s see . . . there was
. . . hmm, and . . . well . . . yes, and . . . and then there was . . . oh, and
I can’t forget . . .”
Draco dropped his eyes back to Harry’s. He seemed to be trying not to laugh. “Okay, Potter. I have your answer. It’s . . . none!”
It
was Harry’s turn to make a strangled noise.
“Come on, Malfoy. You can’t
possibly expect me to believe you’re still a virgin.”
Draco
colored slightly, and crossed his arms over his chest. “Well,” he said. “I am.
But, I intend for that to change by the end of this game.”
“Oh, give me a break,” said Harry,
exasperated, and not really registering Draco’s last comment. “I can’t believe you haven’t been slithering
around in the Slytherin girl’s dorm all these years. It’s common knowledge they all want you.”
Draco
laughed. “And I really can’t believe you
are as dense as you are, Potter. In case
you haven’t been paying attention, and you obviously haven’t been, I prefer to
do my ‘slithering’ in the boy’s dorm,
thank you, and the pickings there have been . . . how shall I say it . . .
rather gross, and er . . . distasteful?”
Harry’s
jaw dropped, and he stared at Draco for a long moment during which he slowly
turned beet red. Several things he had
ignored suddenly fell into place with alarming clarity. “Oh, shit, Malfoy,” he said at last. “I was joking when I made that crack about
the ‘all’ meaning us sleeping together.
But you’re not joking are you?”
“No.” Draco tilted his head, and looked at Harry
with thoughtful amusement. “You really
are an idiot, Potter,” he said softly.
“Why on earth else would I have kissed you last night? And if you’re so straight, how come you liked
it so much?”
“WHAT! Arrgh!
I am not going to have sex
with you,” moaned Harry, “you. . . .”
“Slimy
git?” supplied Draco smoothly. “Now I
think it’s my turn.” He paused for a moment, thinking. “Bishop to F4,” he said, and then raised one eyebrow. “Are you
a virgin, Potter?”
Harry
closed his eyes. He could still feel the
blood pulsing in his face and ears. A
second ago he had thought this situation could not possibly get any worse. But it just had. Malfoy
is right – I really am an idiot.
Harry had one secret, and this was it.
Not even Ron knew this. And worst
of all, Draco probably never would have asked him about it if Harry himself
hadn’t started this line of questioning.
It was just too horrible. His
throat hurt, the heartache still able to seize him unexpectedly. Harry turned his body away from Draco and
slumped back against the wall, his head down.
“No,” he heard himself say, as if from a great distance. “No, I’m not.”
There
was a long moment of stunned silence.
“Who?” asked Draco finally, in an almost whisper, as if speech had
failed him momentarily.
Harry
pulled up off the wall and turned back to face Draco. His eyes met Draco’s for a split second, then he looked away. I am not telling you that, he
thought. No way. That is just too
personal. Think, Harry – think of
something quick. He took a deep
breath. “That is really not cool, Malfoy,” he said, stalling,
thinking furiously. “It isn’t very
honorable to sleep with a girl and then tell it around.” He sighed dramatically. “I really shouldn’t say . . . but if you must
know . . . let’s see, the first was Fleur Delacour. That happened the summer after fourth year
while I was home. She came to work in
London for a bit to improve her English, and she looked me up. She was really grateful to me for saving her
little sister, you know.”
“Fleur!?” gasped Draco, aghast. “You slept with Fleur! You were only fourteen!”
“I
was fifteen – it was right after my birthday.
Best birthday present I ever had.”
Harry glanced up at Draco then and nearly laughed out loud. Draco was looking very pale and shocked. Suddenly Harry felt a whole lot better. He could handle this after all. “Next,” said Harry, warming to the subject,
“was Hermione – that was last year. And
this past summer there was this cute Muggle girl that I met again from my old
school.” Harry shrugged and grinned at
Draco. “What can I say, Malfoy – it must
be the scar. Girls just seem to find it
irresistible.”
Draco
looked genuinely horrified. “Does
Weasley know,” he said at last, “that you slept with his girlfriend? Talk about slithering! God, Potter, I really thought you had more
class than that. I can’t believe you
slept with Granger.”
“That’s
because I didn’t, you prat!” snapped Harry, stung to truth by Draco’s
comments. “I did not sleep with
Hermione. Or Fleur. Or any Muggle girl. I just now made it up.”
A
small crowd was starting to form in the corridor behind Harry and Draco, as
students leaving the Great Hall from breakfast stopped to watch them. The two boys, completely oblivious to their
growing audience, were speaking in very low voices, so only a word or two
reached the crowd, but it was obvious from the expressions on their faces that
something explosive was brewing. Harry
and Draco hadn’t put on a show in some time, and everyone was dying to see what
was going to happen.
Draco
studied Harry through narrowed eyes, but a devilish smile was playing around
the corners of his mouth. “So the
correct answer to my question is. . . .”
Oh shit, thought Harry. He was trapped. There was no way to avoid the ‘who’ question
unless he lied about the ‘virginity’ question.
So he did. “The correct answer is
yes, dammit,” he said. Then a novel
thought occurred to Harry, and he grinned at Draco. “I really had you going, didn’t I?”
Draco
grinned back. “You know, Potter, it
occurs to me that there is one more rule to this game that I forgot to
mention.”
Uh oh.
“And that would be?” asked Harry, trying to sound unconcerned.
“That
if you lie when you answer a question, your opponent gets to make two penalty
moves – not in the actual chess game of course, but here, in person.”
“Oh,”
said Harry, turning red again.
Draco
took hold of Harry’s wrists and pulled him close. Then he slid his hands slowly up Harry’s arms
until he was holding him lightly by the shoulders. He looked into Harry’s eyes. “Potter,” he said softly, “you look like one
of the Christmas decorations, with those green eyes and that red face.”
“Just
get it over with, Malfoy. You know when
we started this, I really didn’t understand what your true intentions were.”
“Ah,”
said Draco, his grip tightening on Harry’s shoulders, his mouth only a breath
away from Harry’s. “You still
don’t.” And he kicked Harry hard in the
shin.
Harry
gasped and grabbed his leg. “OW!! You bastard!”
“That
was one,” said Draco. Then he stomped on
Harry’s other foot. “And two. Those were for Granger. She deserves better from you, Potter.”
Harry
crumpled to the floor, one hand on his aching shin, the other cradling his
throbbing toes. “You really are a
bastard, Malfoy,” he said.
Draco
laughed. “Me? I think not.
I’m afraid I’m the spitting image of my dear daddy, who was
unfortunately, but quite legally, married to my mother before I was born.” He looked down on Harry with a perfectly
charming smile. “Your move again,
Harry.” Then with a swirl of robes, he
turned on his heel and walked away.
Damn, thought Harry, as he watched Draco
walk away from him. Damn, he’s . . . arrrgh – Harry couldn’t even think of a word.
Stunning, suggested a small
voice in Harry’s mind that Harry pointedly ignored.
“HARRY!!” Harry twisted around to look behind him. It was Hermione, pushing her way through a
crowd of whispering, giggling students who were standing in the corridor. She came running up, Ron right behind
her. “What happened? Are you okay?”
Ron
glared down at him. “We were just coming
out of the Great Hall and heard there was a fight. I thought I saw Malfoy walking away from
here. What did he do Harry? Did he punch you?”
Harry
looked up at his two friends and started laughing. “No,” he said to Ron, “he didn’t punch
me.” He looked back at Hermione’s
troubled expression. “I’m okay, really,”
he said. He gave his sore shin a
vigorous rub, then stood up. “I only got
what I deserved.”
“What
do you mean, Harry?” said Hermione, shocked.
“How could you possibly deserve to be beaten up by Draco Malfoy? And I thought he had changed.”
“I’m
hardly beaten up, Hermione. Look – I’m
fine. I just said something I shouldn’t
have –”
“That’s
crazy,” said Hermione.
“Completely
mental,” said Ron at the same time. Then
he grinned. “What did you say?”
Harry
looked down at Hermione and felt very ashamed when he remembered what he had
said about her. Yes, I deserved to be kicked for that. “Er, I really can’t repeat it, Ron,” he said.
Ron
snorted. “That good, huh? Well good for you, Harry.” He clapped Harry on the back. “Good for you.”
Suddenly
a sharp voice called out, “Students! All
of you – go to class!” Harry, Ron and
Hermione turned to see Professor McGonagall dispersing the crowd of students
gathered in the corridor. She clapped
her hands three times. “GO TO
CLASS!” The hall cleared almost
instantly as students scurried off in all directions.
Oh no, thought Harry. He felt a knot form in the pit of his
stomach. This is not good.
Professor
McGonagall strode briskly up to them.
She looked directly at Harry. “I
am hearing rumors that there has been a fight, Mr. Potter, involving you and
Mr. Malfoy. Is that true?”
Harry
thought he might shrivel up under the sternness of that look. “No,” said Harry. “It wasn’t a fight. It was. . . .” Words failed him.
Ron
spoke up. “We found Harry here on the
floor, Professor, and saw Malfoy walking away.
I think Malfoy punched him.”
“Ron,
shut up!” hissed Harry under his breath.
Professor
McGonagall looked from Harry to Ron, then back to Harry. “I expected more mature behavior from you
than this,” she said in her most severe tone.
You are a seventh year student, Potter, and captain of the Gryffindor
Quidditch team. The younger students
look up to you. What are they to think,
now, seeing you fighting in the hall with one of the prefects?” Her lips were thin with anger. “There will be an investigation,” she
continued, “but not by me. Because Draco
Malfoy is a prefect, and is therefore expected to set an example for the other
students, the headmaster will want to handle this personally.” She gave Harry another long appraising
look. “I suggest you three get to
class,” she said, then turned and walked swiftly away in the direction of her
own classroom.
Harry
turned on Ron. “Oh, that helped a lot,
Ron. Why’d you have to say anything?”
Ron
looked at Harry taken aback. “Harry, if
Malfoy punched you – ”
“I told you that’s not what happened!”
All
right, you two,” interrupted Hermione, grabbing their arms. “Stop it!
If we don’t go right now, we’re going to be late to Potions class. And then we’ll all be in trouble with Snape!”
End Chapter 3